now with pencil in hand
forcing thoughts to put to paper
i cannot find the words to say
the elusive words to explain
it is difficult to think because concentration is difficult
(redundancy is easy)
more in than that
is this endless ignorance
grasping at straws
reaching for the impossible
wishing life would change with magic finger snaps
(but it will not)
oh life
how you disturb my peace of mind
i do not know what to do anymore
