I fucking hat the way you look at me
Pretending you give a shit and you actually care for me
I can see behind you're eyes, yeah I know whats on you're mind
Don't even try to lie,you're tearing me up inside
I can see I'm going blind
I hope you know I'm not alright and it's all your fucking fault
I haven't slept for days and I won't again tonight
You surround me with her memories
The posters on your wall
The songs we listen to
The sheets we fucked in
I just don't get it
She never gave you anything
not one fucking thing
I gave you everything and you through it all away
and now your begging me to stay just so I can take her place
I just want to take you're bullshit and shove it in your face
because it makes me fucking sick
putting my arms around you and tring to save you
even after everything you put me through
But here's truth I really love you
way more than she ever could
So much then I though I ever would
So I'll take a couple pain killers
to kill the pain of loving you
and I'll swallow them along with my pride
get in bed and kiss you goodnight
as everything starts to blur
Then maybe in my dreams
You'll love me like you love her
Author notes
The line "I can see I'm going blind" is from a Korn song called Blind and I purposely quoted this line because it's one of my very favorite songs and this poem kind of relates to the song in a way. I'm going to include the video for this song so you can enjoy it
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lol omg this is like cute and funny at the same time cuz u keep sayin bunny and stuff so yeah and is this like a true thing that actually happened in ur life? well if ur ganna give me an answer my name is khalehla........peac
