Tears splatter on my note as I wright my final goodbyes.
"I can't stand this pain any longer,
so I'll end it all tonight.
Goodbye my dear mother,
I know this must be a relief.
I've done so much damage to you and me,
you probably wont even waste your time on grief.
I can't take back all the things I've done,
But I can make it better,
And that Mother, is the reason for this letter.
All I do is screw up
I can't do anything right,
But I promise you that will all end tonight.
Goodbye,
life wasn't all that sweet,
so now this life I've got to cheat.
Daddy, you left me
So you don't really care,
But my love, with you, I did share.
None of it matters now,
None of the times I've been fouled.
It's over forever, at least for me it shall be.
Love Always,
Me
P.S.
Try to see this from my point of view.
And always know,
I really do love all of you."
I drop my death note on the floor
As I get up to close the door.
I sit down upon my bed
And wonder what was going through my head.
I take out the pills that I had planned to give me death
Take in a deep breath.
Sigh, I only take two,
You would understand if you knew what I'd been through.
I pick up my razor and make sure not to go too deep.
Pray
"Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep"
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