My Life; My Love

I'm sorry for all the times I've let you down.
If only I could go back in the past,
I wish I could.
I'm sorry for all the promises I broke.
If I could be the boy I used to be,
Trust me, I would.
You used to give me this smile,
Brighter then no other.
As time went by it dimmed.
Now its just like every other.
If only it was possible,
If I could have it all back.
I wouldn't have made the mistakes I made.
I would of never changed.
Now thats its all gone,
Our lives re-arranged.
Remember all the dreams we had,
And how we would make them real.
Well it went away so fast,
And now I try to get back the way I used to feel.
Believe me when I say,
It feels like yesterday.
If only if yesterday was today,
I could still see the shine that once lit up both of our skies.
I could still see the glimmer that shined in your eyes.
If only I knew words meant nothing,
And actions meant it all.
I'd still be there to catch you,
Whenever you would fall.
You used to be the one,
And I still think you are.
To us,
Nowhere was too far.
So I guess I'll just go on,
I'll still stay strong.
But just believe me when I say,
I loved you all along.
You're still in my dreams.
You're still in my thoughts.
I'll always remember on how you made me who I am today.
What this has made me, and what this has taught.
Just never let go,
No matter what we've been through.
You'll always be my everything,
And I'll always be here for you.