Clean me God from this pain.

Oh God ! wash me, clean me, bless me....
Save me, listen to me and answer my prayer's.
Is this so hard for you to do?
I'm frozen, stuck in the diamension.
God why do you let me suffer,
And let me waste my time on pain and regret.
God melt my heart, give yourself to me.
I need your guidence, i point the blame toward's you,
My hearts broken, Why can't you heal me.
Make me a normality.
You only see what you want to see,
Open your heart to me,
Heal my broken heart god almighty.
How can life be what you want it to be when you dont open.
If i could melt my heart, we would nether be apart.
I suffer the same as you, Don't you see
Your what you made me.
I pray for you each day lord,
All i get is this terrible cold breeze.
Have i said or done something wrong to you god?
I haven't changed since you had given me an identity.
Please god save me, wash me of my sins and wrong doing.
Before i fall completley.
This is what i prayed.