I wish there was a brick wall protecting my heart like a fence….
Instead intrusion occurs…
My tears hit the ground breaking silence…
I sit thinking of all; whether its been a lost.. or gain
I wipe my tears.. trying to forget…
Trying to block out all the pain
Before you were there.. holding me together like a joint
Now all hell has broken loose…
As I slowly begin to reach my breaking point
Everyone now wants a piece ..wants to know what this is all about
I look the other way…afraid..
Shunning everyone who tries to reach out
This hurts too much…I’m wishing it had never begun
I’m close to the edge.. ready to jump
Thank you…. Now I trust no one
I’m sorry I wasn’t what you wanted… I’m sorry you didn’t want me around
Whatever .. I forgive you..
You won’t hear me make another sound
This hurt was shared by me… and me alone
I guess there was never a future
And some things have to be learned on your own
I don’t know why this happened.. I probably never will
I hate you for this
I’m cold… there's no more warmth for me to feel
I look into the mirror and see brokenness ; the pieces continue to hit the ground
I’m lost… it feels as though I’ve been forsaken ..
The rest of me will never be found
I may be wrong for this, but what you did isn’t right
I’m at a standstill … you took all of me…
Robbed me like a thief in the night
The wall between us… separate and far…
Just stop; there’s no fixing this..
No need trying to heal the scar
Don’t tell me you know what it feels like because you just don’t
Don’t take this the wrong way… but keep your distance
I just need to be left alone
Author notes
Yeah... i know .. hate is a strong word... i guess its not really the person i hate...only their ways... it hurts though...being stabbed in the back repeatedly. But then again...what can I do? I'm done ....
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I know how you feel...my dad did that repeatedly to me a while back...
There is not a whole lot to do mainly because things like this are almost impossible to control, and sometimes just as hard to get over. However, as hard as these things are, they make us stronger, and help us grow as human beings, doesn't help much but hey what can you do?
It's a good poem and it flows really well and I can feel the emotions that you have against this person (or persons I guess), but hang in there...things get better... -
wow... i cant say ive had someone i loved hurt me like that... close...but my friends... ones i considered my "best friends" stabbed me in the back over and over and over....it hurts, i gave them up a while ago... but as much as i try to forget them...i cant. its probably gonna be years before i get over it... i hope you can get over yours sooner....and im sure wes is helping you do that VERY well....:-\.....but your poem was amazing
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