Worthless

Your mind to me
Is an endless maze.
Full of twists and turns
And no known end.

I feel that a venomous mist
Surrounds your dark mind,
Poisoning your thoughts
With great and powerful evil.

You don't know me
Or my heartbreaking troubles,
So why do you judge me
By only what you see?

I have done naught to offend you,
Yet I have done naught to help you,
For I don't know you
And to be honest, I don't wish to.

For what you've done to me,
Is evil by all standards.
Selfish. Inconsiderate. Uncalled for.
I don't understand.

Why do you continue to taunt me?
Insult me? Harass me? Assault me?
You don't understand what I'm going through.
Do you want me dead?

Do you even think
Of how this emotionally effects me?
Of what my mind forces me to do?
But then, do you even care?

I don't understand why you do this
But it's tearing me to pieces
Making me feel weak, vulnerable, insignificant,
Making me wish I was dead.

I have a mental problem
That no one can control
Not even myself,
But you could help.

You could leave me alone.
Leave me to live my life
Instead of making my problems worse.
You could take this one off the list.

But I know you won't stop
Because you are entertained by my suffering,
So I thank you dearly
For making my life hell.
For making my life unlivable.
For making my life

Worthless.