Big Sister

I miss you big sister
Are you with mommy now?
I can't see your face
I don't hear your voice
You went away,
You disappeared
I sit and wait,
I pout and cry
The phone rings and
It's not you
I hear the knock,
I get the door
No big sister, it's not you
I change my clothes
And brush my teeth
I climb in bed
And fall asleep
I wake up, I hear a noise
The door is opened
No big sister,
It's not you
Holidays come,
My birthday here
Another year and
You don't show
2 is 3 and 3 is 4,
4 is 5 and 5 turns 6
I go to school, my first day
I sit and wait,
I rush right home
The phone now rings
No big sister, it's not you
Another day that's
Come and gone
I sit and wait,
The seasons pass
My birthday here,
Now I'm 9
I get the door,
You're on the steps
A smile comes,
I'm running towards you
Yes big sister, it is you
You finally came,
Are you here to stay?
Yes big sister,
I missed you too
I want you here,
Can you play?
You're older now big sister,
I feel so small,
You have a baby
Life has changed,
School is good
Dad's the same,
No big sister
You have to leave?
9 is 10, 10 is 11
11 is 12 and then I'm older
The years now pass
You come and go
I miss you big sister
Now I'm sad