loud

a tear formed at the corner of my eye
as grasshopper leg in bee's nest
unmoved through center of tree stump
I pushed my pause on
podium of breath
so deep there can't be leverage of words
soaking up atmosphere as for time
to discuss radiation of miscarriage

level five lungs
listened to, of myself
coinciding with sobbing
sound effect of daughter
caught peripherally
tertiary trace
over husband changing mind to confirm
going alone more than usual without me
up upholstered liver chemical sensitivity
until remodeling mamma by staples
not just in laughs or unnecessary stitches
but with glow of fruit
for whistle of seeds

delicious calm down
as her taking branch
with practice buttress strings covering strange
with blue ribbon that isn't trash bag
but our laced locution of wrap up down

Author notes

ate banana as flute
with enough soft spots across,
then some sesame for music
afterwards to orchestrate
with child where birds are lovely as violins
as you know or Irene Maxine Pepperberg
maximum beyond evolution
peace no feel good science
but methodology as with mother
or friend to renurture return
and I have older checker scratch
that doesn't add as adagio
to who feels something's going fast