Along My Broken Road

I walked along a broken road
With just the wind by my side

The wind and that awful picture of that dreaded mistake I had made

Relationships? Not my for fortay, so Clearly conveyed in my past 'experiminations'

It started raining that week but this, this shelter came from the desolate darkness and inquired my name. Laughing and giggling i stumbled down my broken road

I stumbled down it with my rock and shelter, protection

Foolish me,  didn't notice
The only thing that I needed protection from?
My supposed protector. . .

Again I felt that hollow wind as I shut down for a seemingly endless drought of manic cliche teenage depression

A few weeks after my shut down I was sulking in my storm of indenpendant secuirty when

suddenly

blindingly a light shown

Vaporizing my clouds of angsty comfort and freezing the hollow echoing thunder referred to more commonly as my heart beat

A light, so pecuilar and so strange

So similar to my mirror companion

Melting me with his doofy smile and harshly humored kind-heartedness
I wanted to give way to my reflection
But past insecurities sounded alarms within my head
My whole person buzzing with panic and expected failure, well, almost my whole body.
One tiny piece of my mind set to work chipping away the ice around my storm weathered heart

Mere weeks passed and the rogue thought spread down through my frozen fortress
It seeped through my entire person and

Engulfed Me! I was surrounded by the brightly shown light that was something more real then i had even known to exist... at all


Now
I still stumble along that broken road
The one that is a symbol of MY love
But now I have my world at my side


I walk along a broken road
With all I'll ever need by my side