Reminiscence

Breathing in the aroma that is your essence
What I've so long longed to take in again

Since I made that fatal mistake
Must have been my mistake
Since I failed you
Since you left

Breathing in the rush of tears and horrid memories trying to rip apart my placid facade
My very soul burns and screams as it takes hold
Takes rule of the heart that is shredding me apart
Takes command of that wicked thought in my foolish mind

To Simply Call Out You Name
To Apologize

In spite of knowing your gone forever
Despite the knowledge that once dead, such a flower can never bloom agian

I Find
I Find comfort and falsified peace coddling the dying symoblism

I only meant to stop a second,
To briefly take it in

So... Why is it

I'm Still here