Uh, Houston? I Think My Heart's Broken

And my heart lurches
For what it cannot get
Because you're always there
And it's so hard to forget

Thinking to myself
Remembering the years
Hoping that I've lost it
Singing between the tears

All I needed was your eyes
To bring me back to earth
And your smile makes me wonder
What is all this worth?

I still can't help from thinking
That you might feel the same
But for the quiet that's between us
I guess I'm all to blame

Despite what's happened to us
It was still the best "hello"
And I still keep your message
Just to let me know

I'm still inside the labyrinth
Even though I still pretend
Don't be fooled so easily
I don't want to find the end

We've been through a lot
Together, you and I
It never really ended
There was no real good-bye

I'm so happy for what you have
I wish I had it, too
And I hope you all the best
In the life I shared with you

You don't realize your blocking me
When I want so much to fall
But I'll just keep on hiding
So you won't see through it all

It seems everywhere I turn
There's another new direction
I guess I need something better
Something closer to perfection