The Dream

My first true love,
To you I gave my heart
Begged you not to break it
Right from the start
Handed it on over
Laced with bows and angels
Praying to Cupid to have mercy
On this shattered little piece of me

To my one last haven,
I promised eternity
So sorry to say
It was a promise I had to break
I couldn't take the screaming
All the little lies
Every time I tried to let go
The spiders came creeping back
And ate away my life

My evil little muse,
Spell disaster for me
Cause I think it spells my name
I tried to forgive you
For every little crack and scar
But they tell me not to let go
And curse your name for opening them
In the first place

My sad little mistake,
I'm sorry for what I write
But my finger's compel me to say
Everything that pops into my head
Sorry to say but when I'm drunk
Candor isn't really an issue to me
But every time, I still need to say
I am so sorry I had to let you go

Bearer of my broken heart,
I guess you can throw that heart away
No use in keeping something that means nothing
So I throw away all I am
And fall into this mess I have become
I love the little lies I heard from you
Every time you said 'I love you'
So I'll hold on as I close my eyes
And dream of a life a little less of a lie