Two Sides Of Me.

I know that i have fought so hard to stand where i stand,
its just a broken part of me that i cant comprehend,
and sometimes i just cant believe,
its just the other part that my thoughts that i cant conceive,
and i have tried so hard to follow the other side,
its just that my heart cant no longer hide,
this feeling that i have for you,
i live inside two lives and the first one is so untrue,
the second one is what i really feel for you my love,
i see my reflection and i see the best from up above,
i see the only one that was meant for you always,
but i live like i will forget you someday,
it is so false and want to erase it in a crazy way,
but i cant because you are so far away,
and my hopes come to my dream like golden rain,
they keep on telling me that you will come back to smile again,
but when i wake up in the morning am all alone,
and so i live another life in another tone,
but that voice of love lingers inside of me,
and deep down i know you feel the same about me.