breaking apart
but
i can't find
what i'm to do
can't face the truth
let you string me along
while
i see the pages flash
before my eyes
'n always see the truth
hidden behind your words
your words
pinned to my heart
i can't forget
they flow on
into the tears
i'm prone to hide
insanity
roaming cross my mind
how can i stay with you
while
you're running so thin
so many at the tap at your keys
and i see
i see my heart
thrown
to the wolves
you come to bed
come to fuck me
and your i love yous
and the kisses
can't wrap my mind 'round
when
all along you're flirting
with danger on the screen
does the cam
excite you to the touch
your hidden sides
i find
as you sleep
'n i'm frozen
can't stay
can't go
mute to you
just wanna scream
make you hurt like me
put the blade
through your heart
minutes tick by
before
the bomb explodes
i can't reside with your lies
dirty secret
your ex
somehow
my leave has to come
my feet have to work
'n your heart
has to hurt now
Author notes
a glimpse into the my life with a spouse claiming to be in love with me and wanting are relationship to last and professing his love, but then is on the internet with every tom, dick and harry severing the last tentacles of our relationship
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