You and me..

You never hold my hand.
Every tear rolling down my cheek is for you,
the lies and the hurt you spread through me like fire.
This broken heart, still beating, on the cold ground beneath my feet.
Every thump beats a rythym you should recognize,
since it's yours.
How can I want you?
How can I still crave your touch after all that you've done?
Your verbal assaults hit me so hard, I'm left without breath.
Your hand shaped prints on my skin burn like venom,
leaving me seizing with convulsions.
So much hurt in my life,
so much pain.
I gave you my body.
Something very delicate due to pervious violence.
I gave you my laugh.
Something not seen enough by the world.
I gave you my tears.
Something that you saw way too many of.
I gave you my heart.
Something held together by band aids, paperclips, and string.
I gave you all my love.
And it was never enough.
You are my everything,
with nothing to give.
You never hold my hand..