useless helpers saving grace

i say im useless and your wasting your time
you say im special and one of a kind
i say i hope and pray i die
you say i love you, now dont you cry
i tell you the pain thats racing through my head
you say its late so go to bed
your feeling lyyke crap and worthless to no end
you dont realize how good you are to your friend
your helping me through this hurtful time
i love so much that it makes me cry
♥
i start to think
and i grab a blade
i think i'll end it
here today
but my phone makes a noise
and i see your name
you say to tell me
all my pain
i spill my life
lyyke paper and words
tell you this is pain
far worse than hurt
you say you'll be my wings
stretching for the sky
but your myspace name says sorrow
and i know you want to die
i wish you could see what i do
how your my hero above anything
you dont think its true
but you make my heart sing
♥
you say your a lost soul
just searching in the dark
i say i'll be the rope now pull
but your breaking at the heart
no-one sees you the way i do
and no-one will understand
the things you've helped me through
you gave me your hand
you take my burdens and make them yours
show me an exit not a detour
your heart is broken but you smile
through the pain it'll take a while
for me to do lyyke you
sad what you've been through
♥
you say your wasting time
and your just a stupid fool
i say your one of a kind
and i think your kinda cool
a dorky smile and our unsure laughs
look at how this time has past
and now im writing to myself
because of simple words
maybe im calling out for help
but i dont lyyke to hurt
so am i lighting your way
taking your burdens to an end
or am i standing in the way
of you and a true friend
again im saying words i need to here
cant i hold them to my ear
whisper nothings and so much more
but no im just to soar

thank you to those who took the burdens from me
♥