I've cried
and been told
there's nothing left to live for
my heart turns to stone
i've lived my eighteen years
in vain
and lost the people i truly loved
to death and from pain
my friend carroll committed suicide
my friend jesse a few years ago died
Blew his brains out
and didnt have any regrets
my friends still smile
but i'm sure they didnt forget
the happy child
who was most out-going
lost the battle
while it was snowing
it's been three years today
and so i sit and pray
i hope they see i'm on the edge
of the razor's blade
