unpleasant, these emotions
they sweep across me in a blinding motion
i cannot feel anything but the hole in my chest
the tightening as I breathe each breath
i can pretend you don't effect me
i can pretend that i don't love you
i can fake this for you...for us..
but each day it drains me
takes a little bit of whats left in me
if theres anything left to give...
slowly...i'm going numb from the pain
slowly i'm losing touch of reality
losing touch of everything i once loved
no one can save me from this depth
this hell i placed myself in
i'm lost, lost in the dark
and i can't handle the loneliness bestowed upon me
but i can't reach out and touch reality
i don't blame you for this
i wish it could be as simple as that
but i know deep down, i did this to myself
but i did it for you...
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