It feels like i have to rip myself apart
from the inside out just to feel whole again
It feels like i need to bash my head against a wall
until i can no longer think or feel anything
It feels like my head's about to explode
because i'm screaming so loud it echoes
I've lost the ability to do anything
To work. To sleep. To breathe.
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oh this good,
I love your poem.
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You're back!
I haven't seen you on here in forever, and finally, I have an assurance you're still with us.
Just keep fighting on, get into a new age, and life will get better. Trust me.
-Alex
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I didn't think anyone would remember me, it made me smile that you guys did.
Life is getting better. I still have my moments hense this write but i always seem to pick up a pen when i'm sad, that's quite sad in itself but i suppose it's because it is my outlet.
Since i was last here i've done a year at college and dropped out 3 months into my second year, i've never felt happier to be doing something for myself rather than trying to make everyone else happy. I'm now due to start my new job as a nursery assistant next thursday, i'm so excited even if it is a bit far from my dream of being a counsellor but i figured once i have the money i can train part time and achieve the two things i love at the same time.
I can't believe how much life has changed but at the same time stayed the same.
Hows life for you?
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