Surrender (Epic)

here comes the end
oh what fun this end will be when I find it
but it seems this dark road before me has no end
hidden in shadows of my doubt and confusion
I wish this world would learn to let me go for once
and not hold so tightly to their idea of me
for I am nothing but the mysterious traveler who comes in
and the next instance leaves, never prone to one end.
This is my world and it keeps alive and sane to become so distant,
please all accept this truth told and forget all other promises.
The petals of the sakuras crumble and the sky-earth eyes close tightly
tears threatening to spill over until there is nothing left to comply
but the one hope that maybe things in this world would change.
Now here comes the desolate truth behind my words,
I believe not in hope but revenge, sweet glorious revenge.
Taking in the beautiful feeling of a soul between my fingers as it rips apart,
a soul that wished to hinder me in ever way possible. Oh how I enjoy
tearing it to pieces and watching the fluttering,
weaken pieces dissipate in my hands.
Then to turn eyes to the darkened sea before me in hopes of possible journey
where no one shall know me and the slate so clean I can see my reflection and
once more hate myself. This is the epic of my life set forth here in the hopes of
a dream so long ago drained down to the core of my bones and ended my heart in one quick blow. Such a day as such, such a day indeed.
please hope that nowhere tomorrow I see this place anymore, as the dark trees around me grow into the oaks to tell the tale of a thousand years gone by and none of us remembering the history bestowed into their twisted and gnarled trunks.
I once was nothing more than a pure white angel with the night sky painted across the eyes and dreamers hope once in a heart but that would soon come to an end.
Dreamers do not last long within the walls of a society bent on breaking the soul and destroying ever dream that may create a place where so many may prosper.
Why allow happiness when you can drag them down with you?
I danced across Pegasus with a story in heart and here as I entered the tomb of the people with blackened eyes and hateful thoughts that I could not feel as I do now.
Sent like a child to the lions den in hopes I may come out alive if only I make friends and hope for guidance to help me across this terrain. What came though I will never understand, for nothing more than a blank stare and cold heart took hold.
oh the witch who played her games and continued her trail of lies,
ensnared my too pure mind with hopes of sapping the magic.
though this magick is not hers to ever claim, even when she possessed
everything I have wanted and learned to crave.
love was beginning its descent into the darkest reaches of the place where love becomes nothing more than twisted, my love began to twist and turn