Anxious

Please, don't speak it,
I can hear the curse,
Spilling from your mind,
I'll save you from these lies,
I know the truth,
I know what their smile hides,
I hear them whisper,
See through their disguise,
Look me in the eyes,
Say you don't believe me,
Say your not mine to have,
Sweet poison,
Running through mind,
Tingling down my spine,
You've been warned,
Don't say you weren't told,
Another knife,
Your pooling blood,
I'll claim your bitter life,
But I'm to scared to say,
For me,
You're all the same,
I never loved anyway,
But guilt eats me away,
I jumped,
Into the blazing pits of hell,
Like a lost dog,
Looking for it's owner,
Forgotten by the world,
A guilty, strayed loner.