I Can't Explain

If one person in the world
Could take the time to listen
To everything a girl my age
Had to say about the changes
They'd know more
Than anyone else in the world

Because life's getting harder
For more than just adults
They try to understand
Yet in reality they can't
The pain grows stronger
It makes you feel regret

Some try to act
Like they're there 24/7
While some treat you like shit
Before you can say the day's over
People are so cruel to me
Why do I allow it?

So what to do
In a world like this?
I've tried to beat the odds
But that's all they expect
I can't escape a day
Without the adults wondering

I wanted to reach out
Possibly help the others
Such a pitiful excuse
To let go of their problems
When I, myself
Can't get rid of my own

The skeletons are haunting
I constantly see the dreams
Can people see what I see?
The destruction and doom?
Catastrophic Kori
Always thinking crazy

I can't explain my life
My days or my weeks
I want to tell it all
Throw it all away
Too bad I realized
No one wants to care

I can't explain
I can't explain
I could explain
I could explain
But you won't listen
So I fall once more