Love Me Again

I don't know what else to do
Nothing is ever good enough
Nothing ever will be either
I'm not pretty enough
I'm not smart enough
I'm not tall enough
I'm not thin enough
I'm not this
I'm not that
I'm not Jason
I'm not Susan
I'm not Dan
I'm not Kathryn
I'm not
I'm not
I'm not
...
wait...
Why do I care what I'm not?
Why do you think I care?
I am Morgan
I am average
I am ME!
and now its time for me to tell all

You suck as a mother
you always have and always will
You have no idea how to comfort
You don't know how to redo the sheetrock
on a simple wall
You don't know how to
paint without getting it everywhere
You don't know how to love
You don't know how to cook
You don't know how to bake
unless it's from a box
You don't know how to do a lot of shit
I bet you can't get on a roof
and help reshingle it
I bet you can't get on a ladder
hold up insulation for God knows how long
and not complain cause it's itchy...
...until afterwards...
I bet you can't take half the shit
I take from you
If I were to deal this back onto you
You'd crack
cause you suck

I'm glad I'm not good enough in your eyes
cause your eyes
are old
and going blind
so fuck off mom
and don't say you love me again