This nightmare is life

Trying to appreciate,
I brought this love,
You shred to hate.
Just because
This love, this hate
This love, this hate
This love, this hate is burning me away.

Times like these will never change.
I see it fade in every way.
Burning buildings, children crying,
Dead soldiers and their planes are flying.
Missing you and wanting this,
This love,
This hate.
This love this hate.

It's burning me away, you fade and fail.
I wish I could have quit you...
I wish I knew who you changed into
I'm sorry, no..
I've been abused and feel so used.
I'm sorry.. Oh sorry.. NO!

This love this hate,
You are burning me away.
I'm bleeding for your thoughts to ease,
Sink into me and set me free.
Let me know theres more to be,
Let me think I wasn't wrong
Let me feel I can be strong.

Please, Don't break away from us today.
I can't believe it was only,
I can't believe that you're only.
This love this hate..is burning me away.

Just a dream, just a dream.
Waking up isn't what it seems.

Knock me out with morphine and break apart the iv,
Drip it clean,
Self esteem fading.
The music is playing,
I'm failing and dreaming and waiting,
Just for you to see me.
I'm sorry oh sorry.
Sorry no..
I can't blame myself for dreaming of you.
I can't blame myself for not knowing truth,

You were never real?
I'm not sure what is.
I don't know who I am anymore.
I don't feel you here...
I can't see you, or touch you
Or breathe without seeing you.
Knock me out and make me dream

I'd rather die then live this scene.
I love you, please
Love me.
I need you,
Please..
Need me.

this love this hate
this love this hate
this love
is burning
this hate
me away
this love
is burning
this hate...
this love this hate
is burning me away