Worthy of My Vampire

Secret dark lover, pulling me close, leading me forward
He brings me to a place where darkness reigns
Where shadows deepen and reach out to embrace you
Holding me close he whispers
My love for you has no end
I smile and huddle close to him
Loving his cool embrace
His lips brush my neck and I sigh
His skin is cool against mine
Wordless promises make my heart flutter
I'm completely aware of the fangs that he hides
The abnormally slow beat to his heart
The heart he claims I hold
I stare into the darkness of twilight and wonder
What would it be like to join him?
To join his world to be forever his?
He's told me he won't accept my request
Won't make me fit to stand by his side
Moon staring down upon us, I wonder again
Why is he so against making us equals?
I pull away from him, looking into his golden eyes
I know then what I must do
In order for me to be worthy of him
Worthy of the golden heart inside his chest
I must take things into my own control
I must become the monster that he is
Always will I be unfit to be loved by him
Unless the venom of a vampire runs through my veins
Internally I make my pact beneath the quarter moon
I will become a creature of the night against my love's wishes.