Finally Alive

Darling,
once upon a time,
a heart lay broken and beaten
unrepairable, damaged, and bleeding
pieces scattered, too much meaning
and then there was me there, all alone
no one could notice the pretty picture,
the love and trust seeping into the pavement
the concrete of my death, my love
but i didn't seem dead to you, did i?

.&&just when i thought i was invisible
you showed me i was alive.

can a kiss really feel like this
can holding your hand be this perfect?
does trusting you make me weak,
because if it does, i'm the weakest of all
your arms wrap me in safety
i won't ever let you go
when i tell you that i'm yours
it's more than you will ever know

[[&&since the very moment i saw you,
please realize, i was yours]]

and/i/want/you/to/know/that:

your eyes give me a reason to stay
and i'd never thought i'd fall this hard
you take me for who  i really am...
you loved before i planned to start
you held me and you let me cry
i know that now you'll always try
i promise you that i won't lie
not to you, not ever again.
I love you more than any other being
not one thing could compare to the time i spend in your arms,
loving you more with every single beat of my heart
and now i belong to you, completely.
Exposing myself, showing scars
but you don't mind it
everythings' okay, i'll be alright
there aren't enough stars out there
not enough words to even describe this

.there's a million ways to say "i love you",
but one kiss to prove it.

did you know that? (:

You complete every part of me
you make me better than i was yesterday
[[and the day before]]
i've though about all of this
of you,
of me,
of us.
So now i know
that a day without you by my side
is a day that's not worth waking up for