I don't know why I feel so awful
and painfully lonely...
I see people I know and those I don't
happily taken, I beat myself up asking,
"Why is it everyone but me?"
I just want someone to hold me and tell
me that things will get better and be okay,
but all I can do is cry myself to sleep...
I don't want to be lonely, I just want
someone to love me and hold me in
his arms - is he even out there??
I'm so happy for those whose hearts
are taken by another, but sadness and
reality set in - When will it be my
turn at happiness? I'm happy for them,
but I feel so sorry for me...
I only have two questions...
Will I ever enjoy and understand
being in a relationship is like?
and...
When _will_ it be my turn to be happy?
<3,
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- Im Here If You Need Someone That Cares by storiesuntold.
925 points, ended November 28, 2008, 28 entries
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aww if i only we all knew that answer to that question, great write, i really like it even if it's sad, best of luck in the contest
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Feel my embrace and know you are loved
I hear you and so want to help you see that first you must love yourself look about you and ask yourself if you were to be the one to meet you would you embrace you as a friend a person happy and outgoing a friend that loved oneself and knew in loving ons self it is a friend others would want to share .Or do you see a young person staying shut up and only looking at others and their joys in life feeling sad because you own life is restricted by these thoughts .Honey I want you to wake up in the mornings and smile knwoing the smile is the key to another to draw near .That smile is telling others I want to be friends and have a great life full of excitment and love . For the young who frowns and cries and just hopes someone will come near often others let you be afraid that you are having troubles and your body action tells them to go away . Brighten up and get yourself that smile on and go out and great the world with such excitment . Find that happy person that was once inside of you and let that person out to play be yourself and know in doing this others will join you within a week you will have met new people by just smiling and saying hi as you pass them by . If you want something bad enough are you willing to leave the heartbreak behind are you willing to smile and let others see what they have been missing by not knowing you .Change is hard sometimes but if you arent happy with the way things are only you can bring the joys you so want into view . Talk to me anytime I am on every day and let me help you find that joyfull life you so crave
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Thank you for the comment, I appreciate what you said, and I know that I have to be happy and love myself. I've been feeling lonely (romantically) recently, and even though I am generally a happy person, I do feel sad and seek comfort in finding a friend to talk to about this, but reality does hit me, especially when I see how many friends on Facebook are in a relationship. It sounds pointless and crazy, but I even counted them up! The reason why I get sad is because I want the comfort that a relationship brings... I enjoy being single, but that's up to a certain point - and I do get tired of playing and want some comfort and stability. There is one side of me that wants to be taken and there's the other side that wants to play the field and be free. I just want to be comforted and held by someone and tell me that things will get better, and hopefully they do
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