I Still Love Him So

Looking from afar,
Watching from the side,
Hiding where you can't see,
Trying to hide,

Feeling like hell,
Wishing you knew,
Wanting you to say,
What I should do,

Waiting for you,
To finally agree,
That love between us,
Can certainly be,

Listening to our song,
And crying at every word,
Because every single note,
Is hardly being heard

Picking apart petals,
Going through whole bouquets,
And wishing on every petal,
Like I've been doing for days,

Sending you love notes,
And getting rejected,
But you'll never now,
How I'm being affected,

Counting down the days,
And hoping you don't,
Reject me again,
I really wish that you won't

Laughing like it's nothing,
But knowing you can see,
All the tears I'm hiding,
But you won't help me,

You can say three words,
Even if you're not ready,
A simple "I Like You"
That'll hold me steady,

I don't care if you hate me,
Just, please, tell me so,
If you don't love me,
You have to let me go,

Just tell me,
What to do,
An answer is all,
I need from you,

I'm hanging on a thread,
Waiting just for you,
If I started to fall,
What would you do?

Would you save me?
Would you risk it all?
To simply come to me,
And stop the fall?

'Cause I've fallen for you,
And I wasn't caught,
But now you're my only love,
And in my every thought,

I see your face,
To me it's the only one,
Here in this crowd,
You shine like the sun,

I'm falling apart,
And all the Kings men,
No matter how hard they try,
Can put me together again,

Do you hate me?
What on Earth did I do?
Because you know that I would,
Stop the world for you,

So you'll hear this poem,
And maybe rip it apart,
You'll tear it to shreds,
Like you did my heart,


One last thing,
I need you to know,
No matter what you think,
I'll always love you so.