how can they still stand by your side

Each puff you take
Causes more pain
Each sip you take
Causes more missure
Cant you see
How much pain your causing
Very time you wind up in the hospital
Your children stand there by your side
Not knowing how much longer they can take
How much longer they can stand there
Watching you take your life away
Take away even more parches moments away from them
don’t you want to live to meet any grandchildren that may come
don’t you want to be there to help pick out your daughters
Wedding dress
Or watch as your son waits at the end of the ail
Wanting for his love to say I do
Do you not want any part in your kids life
You already missed twelve years
How much more are you willing to give up
Your children are all grown up
They came themselves trying to get you
Back in their lives
But you just sit there
With a pip in one hand,
A cig in the other
And empty cans of beer on the floor
You’re kids came back to you
Even though you maybe their mom
I cannot understand why
You cause them so much pain
Yet they love you none the less.
Why cant you do the same.