You Can't Understand

No one knows what I can be
Sadly, I am a Nobody
I'm just as real, like most people are
But the people don't see me, since I'm so bizarre

See I'd like to be able to give my whole heart
Yet, sadly I have to stay far apart
I am too much for this little world
Once more I wish I was a care-free little girl!

I want to be special, I want to be Something
But the world takes pride in calling me Nothing
While people may love and sometimes hate
I'm stuck with Nothing; a Nobody's fate

The bottled emotions sweep through my veins
They make me feel worthless and give me great pains
Though I have tried, I can never succeed
A Nobody cries but no one hears them plead

So I am but worthless and germinated from Hell
Why would God listen to a child, who his Heaven I cannot dwell
Nothing I've been and Nobody I'll stay
I'll try to gain Something, so the emptiness goes away