i could not forgive myself
for not feeling anything,
and yet and i was drifting away.
sorry -
who are you again?
oh yes,
and old friend
and you love me
and you want me
but you don't know me.
(sadness is a great thing that casts shadows upon most hearts and we keep it hidden away so people can never see it. but why should you get the best of me? i just can't figure it out. why do i still hold back when really this is who i'll ever be).
and you think
you're special
(time is a funny thing that makes people think they're going to die.
all i wanted was a taste. i have no regret, but you are not special, you are mine).
i always imagined
myself walking down
this jagged path,
but you find solice in the most
unexpected places
and for now i'm prepared to stay.
maybe because i have nothing else
or maybe because i figured out what
i need -
we are always there for a purpose,
and i want you to guide me
and take the lead.
shot to the ground and i fall.
and i have given this to you,
so for this i think you owe me it all.
love knows no first times,
but the passing of our lips was
electric
and i want you to meet me
in my path and take the fall.
if i am feeling your body heat and your heart racing and your dick pumping
you are surely feeling me crumble.
i hear your moans that go inwards and out and i am slightly lost,
that i should never feel that
but give that.
i feel you tense and then relax as your cum runs down my thigh
and i realise that everything i kept so scared is nothing
this is a gift
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(but i'm so tired of all the mishaps and fuck ups. you're so good. but i'm so alone. and i am never loved).
i am an empty room.
and you filled me.
akward girl. sad life and you.
i sometimes see how life fits as a puzzle
but you and me?
(i hope you love me for a bit).
Author notes
this is a mad jumble, especially the first part. but i'm working on it.
people from the past + weird times = sandra losing her mind.
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oh how i've missed your writing.
i'm lacking at comments for the time being. it's been soooo long since i've been on. but i'm back bby!
this was brilliant.
it hurt in the way that i think it was meant to. i couldn't pick out my favorite lines for there are far too many. i'm with kendal though, i have the strong urge to protect and cuddle you too.
you okay bby?
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i'm glad you're back, i've been away too!
i'm doing okay now, things are normal if not boring.
how are youuu?
<33
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"i hear your moans that go inwards
and out and i am slightly lost,
that i should never feel that
but give that."
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i really loved these lines. it describes something i've felt more than once during sex. also, the line "i am an empty room and you filled me." was fantastic! great poetry. have a wonderful day.
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but the passing of our lips was
electric
that is beautiful. -
"but you are not special, you are mine."
-I loved this line. There was such power to them. They shook me.
"and i want you to meet me
in my path and take the fall."
-I also loved these lines. They're so stirring.
"you're so good. but i'm so alone. and i am never loved."
-I wanted to curl up at this line.
This piece is so sad. It leaves me feeling so empty. There is so much sorrow in this piece and though the words and phrase are so fierce and moving, they convey such misery.
I have a strong urge to cradle you and protect you
♥
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You're the best commentor! I just love how you relate to a piece. I want a cuddle too but I'm sure this muddle will sort itself out. I'm just one sad little girl. ily.
xxxx
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