alone again witout u

Late at night I lay in bed
thoughts of you running through my head
i cry and wish you were here with me
to protect me from the hidden dangers i cannot see
sometimes i wonder if your voice will ever leave my head
this pain in my heart will surely leave me dead
if this razor at my throat doesnt first
somethings in life seem to just get worse
and the absence of you by my side is one of them
i cant handle losing you ever again
there was a time i had no dreams of which to speak
now your face it haunts me when awake or when asleep
these wounds just wont heal and time wont erase this pain
the tears crashing down around me like pouring rain
I want you to say I love you for everyone to hear
But your so far away and death seems so near
An escape for all the hurt and misery
Please wont you try to save me
I write these words for you
Cause its theonly thing I can really do
I cant hold you or kiss you or touch your hand
All I know is i dont understand
how my heart can be so far away
with someone i dont even talk to everyday
and here i am, alone and cold again
this bloddy razor slowly becoming my only friend