Murdered Innocence

I watch the world collapse in front of my hazel eyes
I take the wrong steps towards my hearts cries
I leave behind everything I know and lose
My sense of pride and the right to chose

I sense judgment in every single word you say
Sarcasm and orders for myself to obey
Crawling on the ground to the piths of disgrace
Brutally murdered, open scars on my face, erase

Misjudged, misunderstood, lost again and again
In hateful words, killing actions they all began
To rip apart all the remaining pieces of my innocence
Stained in blood, leaving me no choice of resistance

The cold night, the smell of fresh red blood
The sound of my desperate cries, the screams of my heart
My ripped clothes, your shadow of pure evil, marks
My last torn tears, your heartbreaking remarks
That domed day, the lonely dark road
Just you and me in the fright of something stoled
Just two bodies only one still alive
Because you killed me that night

The memory, still fresh, of that horrible rape
Maybe the only thing that's still alive from that day
Now i'm just another victim, even the one to blame
Still misunderstood I still walk on that path, stained
Remaining just a shadow in this uncaring world
Passing my life throw the nightmare of your last broken words
Left naked in that abandoned alley in fright
You only said "it makes me sick to see you in my sight"