I want to go
I really do
This thing inside me that I need to let die
Because If I keep feeling this way
It's only you that will hurt more
These thoughts
And how harmful they are
In my head
It keeps thinking of you
And they're all made of hate
Believe me when I say this
But sometimes I want to make you cry
See how unkind I am
And that's the true me
Mad and angry all the time
Someone who curse's someone when he didn't get what he wants
And that someone is you
Everyday
Every words
Every second
I know you're tired of me and my endless sorrys
All of this forgiving me again and again
I hope that I can say goodbye to you soon
So there will be no tears
Somehow that's what I've been praying
For you not to shed your beauty on me
Because I don't deserve any special parts of you
And if they do stream down on your face
Please just remember to be happy
Try not to be sad, it's okay
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sounds like someone...needs to get out of a sad mode...and start fixing their attitude. Come on Chocolate Cake....you can do it...I know you're truly sweet. I can see it. You just need to work on the anger...But the good news is you have a life time to work on it. we all have things we need to work on and instead of complaining about them or feeling sorry for ourseleves we should just do it. I EVEN need to take this advice though at time it seems too hard. And deems itself almost utterly impossible within my mind. But deep down I always have hope and I always know that I am a girl a person of many possibilities. If I put my mind to it I can succeed. I may fail at times but I just have to get back up again. Like learning how to ride a bike....falling down...and then finally taking off into a happy land of freedom and wheels. Adventures in the land of Summertime.
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your comment is a poem itself, thank you
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not really but it should be made into one...however atm I am too lazy. lol
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needs some sleep!!!
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