I see the pain you're in, I see how everything makes you feel.
I care so deeply about you that I don't always know what is real.
You're like a sister to me, I hate that I can't take your pain,
I hate that without it, you don't know who you are. You think nothing else remains.
So to know what you go through, I take the knife to my own skin,
I need to know how you feel when the blood oozes from within.
Do you really need to be alone? Are you afraid of someone caring?
I won't stop you from being you, problems are made for sharing.
You know my heart is torn apart with love and empathy for you,
Because despite my demeanour, things seem cleaner, now I see what you say is true.
Because I've felt the rush, I also need a push, and a reason to believe in me,
I've felt the touch when the bleed becomes too much...I have seen what it is you see.
I now offer my devotion, my heartfelt emotion, my everything you'll ever want me for,
And if I have it to give, you'll know I won't live if I know I can offer you more.
Whichever way it goes, I need you to know, whatever you are going through...
It's not for my health that I cut myself, It's cos I can't help you.










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