equalized with yours like magnets, so I had no choice
but to deny your beauty and swallow my own self regret and pride;
because all I think about is [you].
i. I was already in a faint disfiguration when you delivered kindness
in cologne scented envelopes, closed shut with caramel flavored saliva
and decorated with lyrical context in which only we could decode,
you always had that creative juice soaking inside of your blood;
ii. but you always distracted me from recollecting my thoughts and
flicking the lightswitch to dilute the formalities where loving you
became a chore, instead of a leisure activity,
& I wasn't sure when enough would finally be enough;
iii. to forgive is to forget, and to forget is to forgive.
I could've crept under your floorboards and left rose pedals on your
mattress to conceal my final goodbye, but I waited around until you
showed up with smoke in your breath and a bottle of whiskey dangling
in your broken hand; so believe me when I say this; darling,
[I can't take care of you anymore],
I advanced my heart against your ribcage, and your forces
towered over mine with a negative charge, so we had no choice
but to deny the undeniable and swallow our own self pity;
otherwise,
all I'd think about is [you].♥














the storyline flows and the reasoning behind the actions are so clear and so sophisticated WOW

36 old applause
