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Finding My Soul Again

Doubt is my biggest fear
afraid of choices I may regret
Who am I
just one man
Floating through existence
one step at a time
Friends lost
to tragic disease
Live on deep in my soul
where I hide my true feelings
Loved ones
suffering with painful movement
Have it worse than me
but making it harder for me to recover
One problem at a time
working it all out
Needing to focus
not let my mind wander
Trying
fighting
living
recovering
Trying not to hate
the only person I am capable of hating
Myself
One issue at a time
one day after another
Finding my soul again
one breath at a time

Author notes

Just a rant, expressing my feelings and getting it off my chest

Struggling to find my muse lately :(

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  • kiwigirljacks gold member
    November 16, 2008

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    A pensive and pained expression of fears we all have at times hun.



    • buffsab99
      November 19, 2008
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      Thank you

      Thank you so much and for reading my work. Life has highs and lows and right now I am working hard to get back to the highs


  • luna-midnight gold member
    November 16, 2008

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    awww love you daddy, and this was good
    im sure people can connect to this, and thats important for poetry to come alive, wonderful job
    Stephanie ♥

    • buffsab99
      November 16, 2008
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      Thank you

      Thank you sweet daughter . This comes right from my soul and it is how I am dealing with everything. One step at a time