Hey Dad

hey dad,
i'm writing to you
not to tell you that i hate you
just ti ask you how you've been
and why you left

are you happy outy there in that great wide world?
do you think about me?

when you lay your head down how do you sleep at night?
do you even wonder if i'm alive?

the days i spent
so cold, so lonely
were full of hate
i was so sad

the scares run deep inside this broken body
theres things i'll take to my grave
but i'm ok

its been a long hard road with out you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that i cryed?
broke me for life
its no ok
but i'm alive

i wish there could be days you were my hero
bt those days have not yet come

i'm writing just to tell you i'm alive
and i want to know you.
that i love you.
and i always will.
without you there is no me.
i love you.
hey dad.