At the Bottom

I'm at the bottom of it all
After a fall, in which I've ceremoniously seen
How my life has spun apart, lost in an art of misery

The company of such is far too much to deal with

I can't believe that I've come to this point
I can't begin to tell you -as a non smoker, I could use a joint
Blazed into something that takes me away from it all
Bringing me to an euphoria that is a paradise from another time

The bottom

Yes, it's all you've heard.
Hard landing
Bruised body and ego
Darkness, Despair and the aftermath of a Destructive environmental change

I can see the top, but it's so freakin' far away
I can't tell if it would take more than a day to get there

But here's the question ....

Do I WANT to get there?
Do I WANT to risk another fall?
Do I WANT to go through this again?

That, my friend, is a question for perhaps another day
For I must say, I need to make the best of this situation
And endure my new place in life ... the bottom


DR9x