Daddy No

Daddy no
Strangling me
Possessed demon
You left the room
Returned as the perfect angel

Bugs in my hair
Can't stop looking at the strands
Touching it
Cylert come-down
I'm five years old

Nothing can be proved,
The world is meaningless, full of suffering
I'm an automaton in a black and white TV
I want to not exist
I'm a pessimistic pest
I am just a feeble worm
In this marionette dance I squirm
Would I were a maggot
Sucking sweet divine

Our lips together form a why
Our bodies together make a because

The world is full of flies and lines
I'm a runner 
It's like a motion of paradise
My depression goes away
Anorexic ascetic
Weight-lifting almost every day
Beautiful boy

They crucified my third eye on a cross
The ayin of God within
Edged my wings in their sin
They inject their TV IV
And snort their RX of normality
Just call me the jesus-devil
With the horns of wings
Wings of horns
I'm a Marilyn Manson monster

I am the lion-serpent,
Baphomet, the androgyne sublime. 
Aleister Crowley to some, and to all a devil.
You do know that devil spelled backwards is lived, right?
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law.

My coyote peyote, with the pained back,
Of the broken lumbar discs you carry
Your long, blackish hair, 
The way you touch me
Your intelligence,
I'll go to the quantum sea with you
I miss you, sitting in this jail cell
Over cannabis
Over a plant
Tears fill my eyes

Laying in your arms again
Bio-survival anxiety dissipation
Love me two times baby
A breath of Shiva's smoke
The privilege of the Gray One's presence
The coyote and the snake merging