Falling Down

tears fall down
and comsume me whole
darkness blinds me
rides me futher into another soul
i am not the same
i never will be again
God please save me
i am so far gone
so far from saved
just so close to put me in my grave
i want it to end
to all go away
i wish i had something left
even my pride
but it has all gone
all chosen to die...
i needed to hear that one little thing
but yet nobody hears my crying at night
how i cry and i shudder
and try hard to not wake them up
so that they wont be burdened
with my pain and theirs
i just want you to know
i want to be saved
but all this heartache
leads closer to a grave
even when i am surrounded by love,
i feel empty inside,
i just want to run away
to scream and to hide
i try to love and feel again
but it just seems like a labyrinth
never ending
always leading to another dead end
keep running in circles
my eyes ripped from my head
my heart gone
my soul feels dead
like a decapitated night
or the blood running red
oh please here my cry
i try to fear not
but the way of your truth
has my stomach all distraught
please help me find my way
out of this labyrinth
and back into your arms