The most heartbreak I have ever felt

After all we have been through,
I cant believe you would say,
That you didn't care,
Even though when others didn't,
I stood by you,
When know one else was there.

How could you just up and leave me on that sandy shore,
I thought you were my soul mate in the sand,
From now and ever more,

It all started when your new friend,
Didn't like how close we were,
With her around havoc began to escalate and occur,

You were there for me and I was there you,
I have never seen another girl,
With hair so brown and eyes so blue,

Your mother used to scare me senseless,
I was just to scared of her,
I know the age gap was issue,
But there is just know point talking to her,
Because the look in her eyes,
Was cold and relentless,

A few weeks later things get back on track again,
But it turned far worse then before,
When your mother heard that I told you,
That I loved you more then any words could explain,

I wasn't allowed to see you,
All I wanted to be was the voice of reason,
and be the one to free you,

I was that petrified and scared,
So I had to let you go,
Because I was so scared,
I would be bound for a real jail,
With the writing I wasn't about to fail,

Still that didn't stop you calling round,
I had just come out of a prison of school,
I longed to run from you each time you called,
I struggled to keep my cool,

When I saw you sat on that street,

So cold and alone,

A part of me wanted to scream my feelings for you,

At the top of my lungs,

Because a girl like you shouldnt ever be alone,

Now I am at breaking point far from calm,
After what your mum said,
I began to self harm,
I couldn't breath,
Inside my mind I pushed the panic alarm,

I regret that poem I wrote you,
You messed up my grove,
After you left girl I couldn't move,

I wish we could just go back to those simple days,
You are one of a kind,
And I am sat here missing you in so many ways,

With the memories come the tears,

I have never been through such an ordeal in my years,

We went from Lovers friends to enemy's,

To never ever see you again,

Just confirmed my worst fears,

This is were I take the train,

Away from this heartbreak and pain,

Goodbye precious hopefully our paths will cross again,

This is the most heart break I have ever felt,