Confused And Dedicated To You

Why do I feel like I need you here with me
When there is somewhere else you could be
Why do I wish I could hold you close
When there are things about me you just don't know

Whats this feeling that I cannot control
Feels like my whole world is growing anew from the old
Whats these thoughts doing in my head
Haunting my dreams each night in bed

How am I suppossed to sleep
When thoughts of you wont let me be
How am I suppossed to let go of the past
When it won't let me out if its grasp

Who am I without you here with me
Without your voice lulling me to sleep
Who am I with no future to look for
Without the face heavens were made for

What do I have to do
To prove I am in love with you
What do I have to fight
To prove I can be the one beside you each night

When will you begin to see I am right here
That there is no reason for you to ever fear
When will you begin to realize
My whole future lays in your eyes

And here I am wondering where you are
Are you thinking about me and is the distance to far
For you to hear me scream I love you
I hope you heard and hope you know its true