Cannot Just Hate You

Told me to hate you and I swore up and down
Impossible to hate the only good thing thats always around
We used to talk about the things that hurt me so bad
And you prmoised that no matter how bad it was you wouldnt submit to that
Now here I am wondering if you want me at all
And why on earth I thought we had it all
Say there are things I don't understand
Yet you dont explain the things from where you stand

I just want to know why you lied to me
When I told you all I ever wanted to be
And why you swore you were different
When you fed me just another spoonful of bullshit
I trusted you with my deepest fears and dreams
And you listened quietly to me
Waiting it seemed to tear me down
Just htrow my heart in pieces on the ground

Congratulations you caused my end
Hello all, lemme introduce you to my best friend