will it even f***ing matter
that i leave out all the rest
will it even f***ing matter
that i say i want to die
will it even f***ing matter
that im living a lie
will it even f***ing matter
that i try to kill this pain
will it even f***ing matter
that i dissect this vain
will it even f***ing matter
that cremson red is all i see
will it even f***ing matter
that i tell the truth about it all
will it even f***ing matter
that i really start to fall
will it even f***ing matter
that i was just a kid
will it even f***ing matter
that i know this is my fault
will it even f***ing matter
that attention was all you sought
will it even f***ing matter
that you found it in me
will it even f***ing matter
that i was only three
will it even f***ing matter
that you took something i never knew i had
will it even f***ing matter
that i tried to tell my dad once before
will if even f***ing matter
that my "friend" called me a *bunny*
will it even f***ing matter
that every nite my body was sore
will it even f***ing matter
that i am trying to protect who you are
will it even f***ing matter
that i am so far away
will it even f***ing matter
that im not at home to "play"
will it even f***ing matter
that i wont say what they want me to say
will it even f***ing matter
that i wont shed a tear
will it even f***ing matter
that it is not you i fear
will it even f***ing matter
that it is me
will it even f***ing matter
that i dont know what ill grow up to be
will it even f***ing matter
that now i dont have a choice
will it even f***ing matter
that now i have to use my voice
will it even f***ing matter
that i might not do my best
so now what do you think...
will it even f***ing matter
that i leave out all the rest
A contest entry
- Maltreatment. by xxRainbowDawnxx.
600 points, ended December 17, 2008, 19 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest - Closed 6 by interruptedangel19.
600 points, ended September 24, 12 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
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It Does Matter
Your life will always matter. I know exactly how you feel. I wrote things similar to this when I was in Highland Hospital. I can feel the pain and the anger radiating from the poem. It is very well written. Thank you for entering my contest. Good luck.
~Audrey~
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hey don't censor yourself
it takes alot away from your peotry when you do -
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yeh
i usually dont
but the "bunnys" that replace em get on my nerves!
haha
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Will it even *******matter Indeed it would
It would matter so deeply to me should you hurt yourself
for hurting yourself never takes the past away
I would matter so deeply that they have made you feel bad about yourself when you have the power to be the best you can be and in time leave them bahind
It matters very much to me for I know one day you will meet that one person that will love you for who you are within and you will have a family of your own to love
It matters so very much honey but you must stop hurting yourself no more cutting think positive and reach out to people who does care and wants to help you . For to close oneself off from the world about you then you will never know the love from so many . If your style is different and is drawing negative feelings from other know you can change that and in doing so get a completly different feeling coming your way . Brush up on your language a bit for a young lady to swear is truly not helping her in any way . I have seen people that were so lovely and then they begin to speak trash from their mouth and it brings a tear to my eyes for I know how much better a life they could have without using that language .
I t all matters to me honey and I know what you so need to do but you have to see it and feel it in your heart to see it through .
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yeh
i dnt talk like that usually
i wrote this when i was in a mental hospital and i was at a rly dark place
...sry
il try 2 work on that
<3
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wow
that is super good.
i dont even know what to say.
i like all the different things that you talk about it gives the reader different things to thing about.
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...well thanks
i jst hate that all the different things are real
...idk...thank you tho <3
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I know how you feel here.
Does it matter how you feel at all, because nobody SEEMS to be giving a fucking damn. -
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yeh...
...i rly hate tht u can relate tho
i wish 4 no1 2 hav 2 feel how i do
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