writing my feeling on a computer screen

Caring, shy, and amazing. He gets me
his gorgeous eyes look at mine and i can't wait to stare back
he knows he loves me and i love him too.
When i hug him or even think about him my stomach
gets butterflies. i can't wait to hear his voice and see him again
he looks at me and i melt inside but if only he would just grab the
courage to kiss me and if only i had the courage to kiss him
back. i know he wants to and i get that he loves me but
the way i wanna love him isn't the same way but yet.... it is
i know its confusing but it makes total sense and he is mine
he admit it ;] he is the guy that i know will respect me and
make me happy but sometimes he's a pain in the ass though he loves
me he doesn't lust me but he gets jealous!! !@#$!@#$!@#!