I Miss You

This place seems so meaningless without the warmth of your loving presence
The walls crack, melt and fade away
Im left in a space that consists of just me, not us
Days pass without cause,
without meaning,
without notice
I watch my life pass in a daze
Im living
Im breathing,
but there is no warmth inside this empty shell
only fragments of pleasant memories and thoughts of us together once more
Patience has been embedded unto me
Making peace with the anxiety that once tore me apart
Your love gives me the strength to endure this pain
To surpass the fear
To subside the anger
To calm my nerves
You are worth this walk, this wait, this time
I would live a thousand years in hell
Just to spend 5 minutes in heaven beside you.