Once Again

Once again I wake up
my face is stained with make up
my fists are strained and clenching
my teeth are locked and grinding
my tear streaked face,
explains my dampened pillow
from another night of you.
Can't you see
that I can't stand
to be without you
but being with you
is killing me
when I look into the mirror
I remind me of you
because I see myself most often
when I look into your eyes
and sometimes
in between the screams
I see myself
inside your eyes
and wonder what I'm doing there

Haven't I
had enough
Can't get enough
I'm going crazy

Yesterday
I sat alone in my room
fearing my heart would explode
no one had loved another
with the strength I loved you then
and I was sure
that nothing
could make me happier

Haven't I
had enough
Can't get enough
I'm going crazy

Then last night
I stayed up on the phone
well we fell apart again
I think we need
a better repair system
'cause my apologizing
doesn't fix what you did wrong
It can't be
all me
I'm not alone in fighting
but your hardly there
when were making up

Haven't I
had enough
Can't get enough
I'm going crazy