swallowed my pride

There you went, walking right out that door
It's been two years, and we barely talk anymore
I miss the way you said my name
And I wish that things could have stayed the same

I dreamt about you last night
And holding your hand just felt so right
And when I kissed your lips
Knew it had been to long since I felt like this

There are so many things I didn't have the strength to say
When you dissapeared down the hall that day
I just held my head up high
DIdn't even let you see my cry

If I had cried, would you have held me
If I had told you how I felt, would you still be with me
If I had showed the slightest emotion at our goodbye
Would you have came back to my side

I did cry, later that night in my bed
I screamed how I felt in my head
And I broke down on the inside, just fell apart
Still you didn't come back to fix my heart

In my dream last night I heard your voice
And felt your touch, I had no choice
I told you how I missed you and needed you back
You looked at me blankly, not wanting to hear all that

It's too late and you are to gone
There's so much I did wrong
I just can't fix it all in a dream
There's to often I can't say what I mean

But as you walked away again last night
I called your name you turned and saw me begin to cry
I told you a few other things, screamed "Baby I think I'm dying inside"
And you whipsered "I don't want this to be goodbye"

And all I had to do was say "I love you"